| SO TELL ME THAT i'M GORGEOUS AND KISS ME LIKE IM FAMOUS |
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[Saturday
June 11th, 2005 at 3:51pm] |
*sigh* yesterday was interesting..my aunt was supposed to give a speech at relay for life about breast cancer since she survived it and i told my mom i was goona go with jessica..well she ended up doing something with ashley holter instead...so then brad calls and wants to kno if i wanna go see a movie with him ashley muhamad and matt and i said ok. So i talk to ashley.. its so cute cuz shes my mini me...we look nothing alike but she acts just like me.. shes so dumb and bitchy.. i love it...lol.and brads just like matt...he thinks he knwos everything. Its great. So after much confusion ashley couldnt go because she had to babysit and tehn brad didnt wanan go with just me n matt so me n matt went...well he takes longer that a fricken girl...so he gets here and im gettin gready and i geuss he was talking to my dad and im sittin gin my bathroom and he just comes in and gives me a hug...ha i love how he just goes in my house!...so we ended up going to see madagascar... oh how lovely...we just goofed around the whole time...he told me i was pretty...awe...lol. I was like aw ur cute and he told me i was cute and i said i cant be cute cuz hes cute so then he told me i was hot and then i said no...and then he goes well ure beautiful and he made me blush *Awe* lol...then he was just staring at my eyes...and told me he loved them...i hate him sometimes cuz hes too good for me...hes too cute and too perfect...GAH!..We were supposed to go and watch my aunt but i couldnt get a hold of my parents so we just came back here and took a nap...aw...:-D i love him....so today i had to work.. how fun now im going to work again...jessicas moms friend needed to girls to help waitress at her wedding so we said wed do it for 50 bucks for 2 hours pouring coffee?...hell yea...i wanna go back to bed... i decided im dying my hair blonder.. like kristin from laguna... mines already that color but like a shade darker im so excited i cant wait...:-D...my moms not happy she thinks itll match my personaltiuy too much...ha..right..i love my hair today.. its really wavy and really blonde for some reason.. i can actually look cute hwen i try....well i should get going jess is goona be here ne time soon...
Love has no age limit. It’s not like alcohol or gambling. You don’t have to be twenty one to love. I mean when I was three I loved my teddy bear. The only difference now is my teddy bear is about six foot with brown hair and hazel eyes. He can walk, talk, and this teddy bear loves me back. <3!!!
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[Friday
June 10th, 2005 at 9:25am] |
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holly shit i was lookin at trents my space and in all his pictures he looks exactly like matt...its kinda scary...
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[Thursday
June 9th, 2005 at 8:45pm] |
oh man these are of me n milly today after school lookin ruff...
 look what happens when u dont wear makeup...oh man
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| Heres a letter to you but the words they get confused... |
[Thursday
June 9th, 2005 at 11:39am] |
Matt-
...i always told you from the beginning i was goona do whatever it was that i had to do to make this work and keep you from letting me go...ive always kept that promise. But you on the other hand...i dont kno what going on. You say you miss me and u want to see me..ok so then why dont we try to make that happen?...wat happened to the days when you never had a problem getting out of the house.. the days when youd randomly stop over to hug me and tell me u loved me?...The days when youd call me in the middle of the night to tell me you couldnt sleep because i was on your mind?...the days when everything we perfect...the days when you thought i was worth everything...i never get phone calls from you anymore...i always say im not goona call you but you kno what?...Im afraid. Im afraid if i dont call you...you wont get the hint and you wont call me...im afraid to tell you all these things...because...im scared. I miss you so much. I havent kissed your lips in what seems forever and its killing me... is it killing you?...tell me is it?...I cant do this anymore...this is a 2 way thing.. and right now it feels like im giving it my all and you just give some here and there...so you tell me what you want.. you tell me what makes you happy...because right now i dont feel like i make you happy at all..i feel more of a burden...you say you got of the house and u went here and there...why wouldnt u stop HERE...it killing me not being in your arms anymore...
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| BEVERLY HILLS THATS WHERE I WANT TO BE!!! ROLLIN LIKE A CELEBERITY! :-D |
[Wednesday
June 8th, 2005 at 7:31am] |
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so im really not in to lj right now... its kinda of a annoyance more than something i enjoy to do. Yesterday after finals ashley wanted to go to culvers but i had already made plans for jess to take me home. So i came home and did nothing i talked to matt for a little bit and he was driving me nuts...he finally is able to get out of the house and he goes to the fucking mall to visit paul. UGH...and he knew i was goona be home at like 11. So did he take that time to go see me?...nope ugh whatever. THEN he said he would call me if he could so said ok whatever. Then around like 6 me and jessica decided to for a drive. We drove around in kenosha and then went and found these mansions...and omg...seriously... i just cant wait. I just cant wait to move to cali and make something of myself..i just want to have money. I seriously wish i woulda went to cali in 7th grade...i mean the onyl reason we stayed behin was because i didnt want to elave my friends and my grandma got sick...and looking back.. i shouldve known friends dont last forever and its true.. im not friends with one of those god damn people...*sigh*. NE WAYS....we ended up in some subdivision and the way out was by matts bakyard?...idk something weird. So i drive in the fronta his house.. .u see his old saturn and his dads truck but u dont see his car or his moms. So icall him...no answer... no asnwer again. Then he calls back and i ask him where he was and he just drove me nuts...he sai dhe went to circut city and walgreens...why wouldnt he take that time to see me?... i just dont understand and then i said.."yea now watch tomorrow ur moms not goona let u outta the house" and he goes "yea probably not" and i said "DONT U THINK BEFORE U DO THINGS?... fine so when u dont get to see me for forever dont cry to me"...and he just goes "therell be days..." and i said "yea whateveR"...he drves me nuts...i swear to god. UGH whatever... i really hope he can come over today cuz i dont have ne exams today...whatever...tho...:-D...not
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[Sunday
June 5th, 2005 at 5:26pm] |
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*sigh* this week has been one big drama fest if it wasnt for ashley jess and willona i wouldnt have gotten thru it...i love you guys...yesterday matts mom was a bitch and wouldnt let him do ne thing...so me and my mom went to shop and some weird mall...but she let me drive..i was scared i havent been on the interstate in forever. I got home and talked to taylor and he sai dhe was commin over wtih ricky so i said ok we went to kelsies for a bit and around 11 i left...today i woke up and the power went out.. i was mad...i got to work and matt was there...its just one of those things where u stare at someone and u cant help but smile and shake ur head...he was doing something and was gettin really focused on it and i couldnt help but get this little jolt inside of me and smile and he felt me staring at him and he goes "What?" and i said "...nothing.." and he said "no tell me" and i said " you just looked so cute..." and he laughed...it was sweet.
*when lies becomes the truth when winter comes in summer...thats when ill stop loving you*
:-D...idk...
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[Tuesday
May 31st, 2005 at 3:09pm] |
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this weekend was so much fun. Friday i went to cheerleading and then to work. That was the worst part of the weekend. But whatever. Saturday i went to work and then came home and took a shower then went to see the longest yard with matt. APes and shawn were suppost to go and they got there and couldnt find their money. Aw. The movie was awesome. So many people tho. I guess mike was there hm. I deff didnt see him.
DAMN BABY ALL I NEED IS JUS A LIL BIT!....sorry had to get it out.
I seriously sit in the weirdest positions ever in the movie theatre and i deff could not sit still..idk what my problem is. On the way home i was singing the whole time and i got matt to sing and i go "SEE I ALWAYS GET WHaT I WANT!" and he got so mad. Then *we belong together* came on and he sung it with me and we finished off the night...no details. I Didnt get home untill 10:30 and his mom deff didnt call..whoa world record. Then sunday i went to work again...matt left when ashley got there...i wish people would stop being immature.. honey its time to grow up now. After that ashley came over for a little bit then we went to her house. We cleaned up and then got ready and we drove her moms nice ass camry to target in oak creek. We got half way there and realized we forgot what we were going for. Ha. So drove all the way back. We spent 2 hours in target....whoa. World record. We came out with carmex, lip gloss, hair gel and moose, and then we each got some really cute white flip flops with beads on em. So cute. Then we went to kohls and found the bags we wanted and ashley was stuck on this stupid cow girl hat...lol. Then we looked at cards...i decided i was goona get matt a card and she was goona get mike one. We couldnt find one and then we decided to ask someone where a halmark was and we went thereb ut they were closed so we went to pick n save and sat there for 45 min reading all the cards. We drove back to ashleys and decorated the envelopes and i got mine all nice and pretty and i look at it and i go "ashley... i think..i think i spelt his name wrong" and she bursted otu laughing. We were cracking up for like 5 min and i was like "shh dont tell ne one about this" and she promised then her mom kori comes in and she goes "mom guess wat kayla did" and i was like "I TOLD U NOT TO SAY ANYTHING" we cofuldnt stop layghing. Then we made some borrito things and talked with her dad and andy and i asked him wju people say outta the blue instead of like outta the orange an then he goes "WEll kayla...why do people say omg my gosh.. i mean wats a gosh? and why do we park on drive ways but drive on park ways?"... i got so confused...ahsley was cracking up. Then mike wanted us to watch him come play ball so we said ok...then we deiced i was sleeping over. So we got ready came over hre then went to parkside..we got lost and ashley was freakin me out saying how we were goona die so i caleld matt and sounded like an idiot..we just decided to look for a lot of cars. It worked!...we got to the gym and these girls were talkin about white pople and their bake fakes... not fake bakes.. lol..it was so great!. Then mike was suppost to come over and watch scary movies with us...but he couldnt so we took him home and he told us how we were goona die and kept freaking out.. i love mike yarbrough (sp) so tehn we went to ashleys and lookd up directions to the ammityville horor house...were stupid we thought it was in kenosha...boy were we wrong.. but we found some bender park thing in oark creek thats suppost to be possessed..then we watched the notebook and fell asleep. I love ashleys bed.. its huge lol. The next morning we woke up and her dad wanted us to go get some gas and we said no so he asked if we wanted french toast so we took andy with and made him go into pick n save then the gas station me and ashley are seriopusly jessica simpsons! i love her. Then andy was suppost to come back with us to hang out with my bro but culdnt. So ash took me home and i went to work where matt called me a little bitch and i went off and he felt bad.. then me and john got into it and he called mea dumb blonde...and asked me if my hair was real.. i hate him. not really i love him but yea. I came home and was so tired and watched meet the fockers with my ma..n dad...tehn went to sleep but yea it was really good weekend!...
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| even when i got to sleep ur the only one i dream about im the picture and ur the frame |
[Wednesday
May 25th, 2005 at 3:42pm] |
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yesterday me and steph went out to lunch 5th hour and then got side tracked- hey were cheerleaders wat do u expect?...so then we decided we didnt wanna go the rest of the day so we came back here and worked on some cheer stuff...and so last night was so much fun. Me and jess looked up directions on how to get to chris' and we decided to take the way i chose..bad idea we were so lost so we had to start all over. That was fun BUT HEY WE FOUND IT! haha so tehn we went to culvers and that nasty biatch was working. Then we went driving and we ended up at this house but it was this road that was like "no trespassing" as their drive way so and i really wanted to see it so jess told me to drive up there so i got in the drivers seat and drove untill i saw the sign that said "violaters will be prosecuted" and the road was like 2 ft wide so i couldnt do a Y turn with out goin up by the house so we had to back up in a straight line for like a mile.. no joke omg i was cracking up. Great night. Today sucked....so bad. It was one of those days were u just know from thje beginning nothins goona go right. I was thinking today about where i was this time last year....me and sarah were starting not to talk and i miss going out to lunch with her krista and justin and chris..i miss it so much and i miss sarah...as much as i never thought that i would say that i do. I was talking ot her the other day online and i miss the way we were we were so close.. i never had to say anything..she just knwe wat i was thinkin and we could always find somethin to do no matter wat. Like today we got our pool in and it reminded me of the time we were sittin in my pool and i said look sarah its jesus....*sigh* i fucked up. IM so sick of school it just needs to go somewhere and not come back..along with *certain* people. NASTY DIRTY ASS BITCHES. This time last year i was goin out with andrew drasen....i miss him. i havent talked to him in so long but yea... i miss him. So lets see like next week we woulda be breaking up and i would start goin out with chris... thats crazy. Dont wanna think about that. Im happy were im at right now
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The shoreline erupted with fireworks,
streamers of light arched the sky
with silver starburst and golden galaxies.
today in student gov ms borneman was talkin to me and mike about moving to california cuz i guess he wants to too...i seriously belong there... not here...i cant wait i just dont kno if i wanna wait 2 years to start college or pay for 2 years...cuz after youve been a residence of cali for 2 years ur schooling becomes free....i just cant wait...
... tnoght ih ave to work...GR>
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| and she put her lips around me LORD HAVE MERCY oooo oh oh oh ohoooo |
[Sunday
May 22nd, 2005 at 2:32pm] |
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yesterday turned out to be a good day. Me and ashley ended up going to subway cuz we were starving and then she came over for a little bit. She saw pics of anton and robert and alicia. Aw ashley..no one would let him play basketball..aw thats cute lol.Then we were goin over our dance for cheerleading and i was showing ashley how to "pop" lol omg.. that was toooooooooo funny!... ashley i love you to death. Then we just sat around and matt came. He told me my car was ugly.. i dont blame him. it kinda is. We ended up goin to see unleashed or something like that. Some lady we didnt kno was workin the ticket booth so we had to show ID's. Fuck. I was like" uh oh i forgot mine" And luckily one of jerrys friends noticed us and was like "theyre cool..theyre awlays here...we kno em" so we got let in. It was so fuckin dark in there...it was kinda creepy. I've never been in a theatre so dark and there was one other person than us there and they left right away. I loved it so much....being able to talk and some how or another i ended up in matts lap. Idk...wtf. I love him so much. I love this thing he does.. he knows i hate it when he stares at me so he does and then he gets this twinkle in his eye and i get butterflies. I lvoe that feeling. So after the movie we talked to jerry for a little bit. I love jerry. And i love other things that are staying unmetioned. But i dont love matts mother. So ne ways i had to open today this whole no sleeping later than 5:30 thing is killing me so much i dont even feel it anymore. So amy graduated yesterday...congerats amy. Aw i remember when she was so little. I love her. So today i have to go to her grad party but i hate someone..shes always askin me things... SHes not my mother. Im tired...im always tired.. almost 10 months for me and matt...friday..thats a long time and i love it. Today at work i grabbed matt and his shirt came untucked and i was laughing and carol came back and saw matt with his pants un buttoned and un zipped and me fixin my hair and she totally thought somethin was goin on..oh god..lol it was freakin halarious. I had to drive my dads car today.. i was scares i was goona fuck it up.. its too nice for me to be drivin that shit..lol..time to go get ready...
we began to dance slow put ur arm around me im feelin on yo booty
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| "DUH SHES a BLONDEEEEEEEEEE!!!" |
[Saturday
May 21st, 2005 at 2:56pm] |
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so lately i havent been doin much of nothing... i hung out with ashley and heather on thursday and got my car...yay. Yesterday i had cheerleading...practice was great we figured out flatbacks and stomach drops and these new girls.. you dont drop any one.. you just dont!! we havent dropeed anyone in 4 years and now...we did. WHAT WAS SHE THINKING!? ...ashley babe im sorry. But i love cheerleading... seriously i missed it so much..today i worked 5-1...i fuckin hate that place. Im done soon.. i hope. I had to stay a half hour extra today...no i already worked my 8 hours.. good luck not gettin in trouble with the labor laws... tonight im goin out with mattew...and apes and shawn are here now showing me their prom stuff...:-)
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[Sunday
May 15th, 2005 at 1:51pm] |
yesterday i got my car!!!... i was so excited. It was only 1300!!...its a red thunderbird.. 2 door, brand new :brakes, ac, and heating
it also has power locks and windows...and a cd player. Its cute for me...like at first i wanted really nice car.. but then i realized...im goona beat the shit outta the thing...like in the case parking lot and at work and just driving.. for a first car i wanted something decent. This is cute. I love it. :-D. woo hoo!. I dont get it till tomorrow tho oh well. whatever. Matt was in greenbay yesterday for fuckin tanyas wedding nice, i havent hung out with him in like a week. Friday me n jess went to the mall and saw chris, how lovely. Hes been calling me non stop. gr. Im really tired and i do not kno why. shower time.
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| Im so horny babe, s ocome touch me babe.. oooo |
[Friday
May 13th, 2005 at 3:11pm] |
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ooo na na na na im so horny and i want u to fuck me im tired of messin baby my bodys shakin...no orgamsim fakin wit me...<3
so ive been hangin out with heath the past couple of days.. i missed her. <3 Last night me her and ash went to the softball game. We were losers and parked ashes car by the fence n watched it from the car. We then walked the mall and saw my stalker.. how lovely. ANd we saw charity.. i love charity she made up ice cream. Ha. Then we went back to heaths and then to menards to see kyle. Then my mom called and said i was in trouble with my homereport.. uhh...oops. So i just came home and went to sleep. Today i got sent to the pad from ms kingma for "mocking her".. whatever.. she can kiss my ass. I Didnt even do anything. We were takin a rediculous test on rowanda and i looked over at Jason and she goes "KEEP UR EYES ON UR OWN PAPER KAYLA!" and i said "ha.. its not like ne one knows the anwers to this gay test ne ways"... she rolled her eyes. whatever. Then one of the questions was "why does this movie have to do with student government?" And i wrote "it doesnt" she got mad. Then elsie pointed out the reason why we dont have ne spirit is cuz we have a goth teacher and do gothic people have spirit?..oh man i love elise. ANd kirsten... kristen was talking and ms kingma is always like "SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" so kristen tried talking and i said "KIRSTEN SHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!" and she sent me t othe pad... so i slammed the door. I went to the pad they looked at it.. laughed told me to write on ym plan that i wont say shh ne more.. ha i love them. The teachers were having a party and it was fun...so tonight i think i might be ungrounded and go see house of wax with heather ashley n jess...that should be fun. I need to get a new straightner.. like whoa. I missed cherleading today :(. I got all my truanices cleared.. thats good. no more skipping i need to stop that. Heaths moving to cali next year im goona miss her... i want her to take me with her.. i still havent decided if i wanna go or not this summer. *sigh* matts goin to greenbay this weekend. i Hate him. not really he just makes me sad and i miss him. I love him tho...ashley n heath always laugh at us. The other day he called me n told me that we got a new kid at work named justin and hes a fag and he came up to him and was like "hey grogeous thats hot" and i was like "omg.. i kno him" and he was like "i called the dude a fag n told him to get that shti otuta here"..ha matt hates gay people and justim just camr outta the closet.. how nice. Speaking of clsoet i love the new R kelly song. Matts stupid car ate my mariah carey cd.. im going threw withdraw.. i still have we belong together.. i love it..i havent been calling matt alot...hes been calling me sincei havent been calling him. I like that. 10 months on the 27th im so excited :-D./....
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[Saturday
May 7th, 2005 at 6:11pm] |
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wow these past few days have been nuts. Wednesday i went to my grandparents for my moms birthday dinner. On the way home i got this pain in my leg and i kinda ignored it So i got home and it was ok...but my side hurt right by my left hip and i couldnt move. I took some ibuprofen and tried to sleep, I couldnt and i called matt bawling..i left him a message and he freaked out. He was so cute threw the whole thing...i told him to go to be dand he said he wasnt untill i was ok and he wouldnt be able to untill i was ok i love him to death and he was all like "baby u NEED to go to the ER i love you so much i dont want ne thing serious goin on" so it was like 2 n i told him id go. I didnt. Thursday i woke up and went to school. In 6th hour he called me and told me he talked to my mom.. my mo mwas comming to get me to go to the ER. ugh. So i came home and shwowered cuz i didnt like my hair and then put on some sweats and went this was at like 1. So i get there and kim sees me...she starts asking me all these questions if im sexually active...whatever. I say no of course. Then she starts askin me all these questions about it... i asnwer...she said it looks like i have apendisitis..*sigh* so the ytry makin me pee in this cup. I couldnt go. At all...so they told me i had to have an ultrasound and bloodwork. So i had to drink 64 ounces of water in 15 min.. holy shit thats 2 super size cups at mcdonalds... they took my blood...then i went to the atrium to get my ultrasound i had to pee sooooo bad and all thse people were sayin shit about how "they just keep gettin knocked up younger and younger" i went off. my mom was pissed at me...hey im in pain and they dopnt even know why im there. So i get there and the lady puts the thing on my side and im bawling and she goes "what? does it hurt?" and i sit up and scream " NO SHIT! im just bawlin for the hell of it" ugh. So we sit there asnd my moms just starin at me. Matts callin me every 5 seconds tryin to figure out if im ok..so is jess n ashley. So at like 3 they tell me i have cysts on my ovaries that have exploded and i have internal bleeding...wtf... so they stick me on vicodin... omfg... i called into work and everything and went home and took that shit and within like 2 min i was knocked out.. on the way home my mom goes "kayla if ur having sex u can tell me.. i dont care.. i dont encourage it.. i just want u to tell me and be careful and im ok with it" and isaid "Sure mom ill call u in the middle of it ok?" ...she htough tit was funny...whatever. I have to go on birthcontrol cuz of this stupid cysts shit.. ugh. So friday i went to school in pain and i went to cheerleadin all knocked out...i came home and slept. Today i went to work and now im gettin ready to gou with mattew carl <3...
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[Wednesday
May 4th, 2005 at 4:38pm] |
Marques talking]
Yo
Can I talk to you for a minute
Look
All I did was look
Why you trippin'
Look
Check this out
Check it
[Verse 1]
Baby
Look i'm tired of tryin'
To convince you that I ain't caught up lyin'
When she walk past me I looked
So what
Big deal
I don't understand how that could make you feel
That my love ain't for real
[Hook 1]
Everday I thank the lord above that your with me(your with me)
Tell me why would I throw that away(why would I throw that away)
What can I do to prove that this is where I wanna be(yea)
So I may look occasionally
Your the only one I need
[Chorus]
If I wanted
(That girl)
Then I would be with
(That girl)
But that one ain't for me
She's fine as hell but she'll always be
(That girl)
Nothin' more then
(That girl, no matter what she do she don't compare to you)
[Verse 2]
What chu yellin for
(Why you screamin')
Girl you act as if you just caught me cheatin'
When you look at other men and don't act like you don't
I don't trip because I know that I'm the guy you come home to every night
[Hook 1]
Everyday I thank the lord above that your with me(your with me)
Tell me why would I throw that away(why would I throw that away)
What can I do to prove that this is where I wanna be
So I may look occasionally
Your the only one I need
[Chorus]
If I wanted
(That girl)
Then I would be with
(That girl
But that one ain't for me
She's fine as hell but she'll always be
(That girl)
Nothin' more then
(That girl, no matter what she do she do she don't compare to you)
[Hook 2]
I
Know I
Need you
Right here with me
Oh I
Know I
Need you
No other girl would do
Cause I
Need you
Right here with me
Oh I.......Need you
Whoooooa
[Chorus]
If I wanted
(That girl)
Then I would be with
(That girl)
But that one ain't for me
She's fine as hell but she'll always be
(That girl)
Nothin more then
(That girl)
No matter what she do she don't compare to you
[Marques]
If I wanted that girl
Then I would be with that girl
But that one ain't for me
She's fine as hell but she'll always be
That girl
Nothin' more that girl
No matter what she do
She just can't be you
Baaby
huh who does taht remind u of? :-D
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[Wednesday
May 4th, 2005 at 4:12pm] |
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so last night me and matt got in a huge fight...humungous...i was in the mall walkin passed *his work* and i didnt want that person to see me cuz ..im kinda scared of him...so matt fuckin calls right then...great timing darling. :-D...not. So we were screamin at eachother for liek a half hour i had to elave mein moon and go outside cuz everyone was looking at me. I ended up telling him to call me later. Me an jess went to quiznos and i couldnt even eat.. she said i looked like iw as goona cry. :(... i got home and went to sleep. He called me at 10 and we were on the phone till 1:30 arguing and then apologizing...<3. Everythings ok. So today ni 8th hour he called me and left a message with mariah carey playing "WE belong together"...i was bawling.. i love that song.. its my favorite..oh baby i love you so much. *muah* so today was good gotta go out to eat...
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[Tuesday
May 3rd, 2005 at 3:16pm] |
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i lay in bed and i t hink about you
i put on my clothes n i think about you....
so yesterday matt called me in 7th hour and left me a message saying that dawn wanted me to work 6cl. so i said ok. I get there and matts just about to leave. We get along fine so at 6:30 he clocks out and willona tells ashley to make a salad and she asks matt to do it.. he sets his soda down and goes back to make it.. wtf.. ur clocked out. So i go and throw his drink away and he like says bye to ashley for like 10 min i didnt sweat it... they can talk whatever. So he comes up and says "bye" and starts opening the door and i go "i see how it is" and he smiles and leaves. So this new girl Jacki goes "how come u n ashley dont get along??" and i just go "idk.. i wish i knew" and the next thing i kno ashleys goin "I SWEAR WILLONA IVE HAD IT UP TO HERE WITH HER SHIT"..and willonas pulling me in the office making me talk ot ashley.
so i basically put her in her place...she felt stupid...the rest of the night we got along perfectly fine. Funny huh? Whatever. So i called matt at 10:05 and i kno he goes to bed at like 10:15 and i left him a message telling him to stay up cuz i needed to talk ot him about something important. So i get home at 11:15 and his phones off...fuck you ass. So im not allowed to call him..at all for a week...and if someone asks me to do something saturday and i already ahve plans i cant break them to dhang out with him...ugh this is goona be hard but i need to do it.. everyone agrees with me. I love ashley pruess... seriously..i love how she has my back even after all we go thru.
i love blackstreet.
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[Sunday
May 1st, 2005 at 6:30pm] |
"Must Be Nice"
[1st Verse:]
Must be nice
Having someone who understands the life you live
Must be nice
Having someone who's slow to take and quick to give
Must be nice
Having someone who sticks around when the rough times get thick
someone who's smile is bright enough to make the projects feel like a mansion
Must be nice
Having someone who loves you despite your faults
Must be nice
Having someone who talks the talk but also walks the walk
Must be nice
Having someone who understands that a thug has feelings too
someone who loves you for sho'
you just remember to never let 'em go
[Chorus:]
Even when your hustling days are gone
She'll be by your side still holding on
Even when those 20's stop spinning
and all those gold-digging women disappear
she'll still be here
[2nd Verse:]
Must be nice
Having someone you can come home to from a long day of work
Must be nice
Having someone you don't have to show they know exactly where it hurts
Must be nice
Having someone who trusts you despite what they've heard
Someone as mighty as a lion but still as gentle as a bluebird
Must be nice
Having someone you don't have to tell you don't want to be alone
Must be nice
Having someone you can grow old with until God calls ya'll home
Must be nice
Having someone who understands that a thug has feelings too
someone who loves you for sho'
you just remember to never let 'em go
hell yes it is :-D
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[Sunday
May 1st, 2005 at 3:26pm] |
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wow my legs are fuckin killin me.. shin splints (sp) ...ouch. So yesterday i get to work and guess who shows up? Ashley!...whooohoO! not. She tried bein all nice n shit. So twards the end *someone* told me that at the last crew trainers meeting ahley was sitting on matts lap and holding hands behind everyones back... the same night i called him bawling cuz i was upset and he told me he loved me and all this shit so i was pissed. I left. I got home called ash jess n apes..we all talked. thanks girls <3 i love ya. I took ahs advice and called him. I asked.. didnt acuse. Omg.. matt was screaming and i mean screaming that i had to pull the phone away from my ear...so we were screaming at eachother and i guess he didnt.. he told me what happened and i beliveed him. So he came over and we decided to go to a movie. Stupidest movie ever. I dont even remeber it. So my leg was bugging me all night. Today at work jenny told me that ashley was sayin some shit about how im lucky that shes 18 and she cant touch me.. fuck u..u had ur chance no one was stopin you a month ago.. get over urself. My legs hurt so bad today matt went and got my advil.. i love you babe.. i dont write much in here ne more..
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[Saturday
April 30th, 2005 at 6:01pm] |
wow i love old pictures...
 me beginning of last year
 beginning of last year
 sleie andy me and adam last year in spanish
 Katie nikki and me in chicago this time last year
 same
 me anna and kari in fuckin 8th grade on the way home from st louis
 me and kendal summer of freshman year
 sarah trent n me on the way up to st louis
 me in the cabinet in the hotel
 me and kendal when i was in 8th grade.. whoa my hair was DARK!
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[Monday
April 25th, 2005 at 3:15pm] |
So yesterday after work i came home and my mom just starts goin off again. I took a shower and told my dad that i was goona go out with jess. He said ok. So we went to southridge and looked around...then we drove all around franklin and i accidently called matts mom...shit so she answered and goes
her-" hello?"
me-"hello...who is this?"
her-"Who is this?"
me-"Kayla did u call my phone last night?"
her-"no why?"
me-"cuz this number was on my phone.."
her-"oh well it wasnt me.."
me- "ok i was just wondering.. thanks"
her-" yup bye"
what a liar...so me n jess walked down to the beach that was nice we drove around and tried to find the light house.. that took us an hour... so when i grow up and get married im goona live on michagan blvd. in this HUGE house with this BIG wrap around porch...i love it. Its right on the lake. We walked around the lighthouse.. that was cool. Afterwards we just drove around. I came home and me and my mom got into it again. She trashed my room...long story whatever...
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